Chrysanthemum

I know that I'm making this too hard babe I showed up all pissed off for the party My friends think I'm acting fucking crazy I guess I never left high school March of 2020, I was on one Looking for a meaning and I found one Stuck inside my house, that shit was not fun Now i'm out, but even still I got some problems Like texting people back, I mean anyone Fucked all my social skills, coming undone I get claustrophobic in the summer sun So f*ck New York, ain't going nowhere than I can't run Should I stay or should I go, I'm boutta break Wishing pressure was just easier to take I'm on the road, can someone hit the fucking brake Slow it down because you're giving me a heartache I don't know wanna know Where you wanna go Cause I'm never gonna leave Emotions kept under long sleeves I know I'm kinda lying Can't stop myself from crying And everybody's prying, oh I can't help but keep trying Tried but I can't keep silent Or else my head gets violent, oh I don't wanna feel this way again Make myself cry all day again As much as I wanna play pretend One day I gotta grow, make new friends I know I'm bad with change So i'll just stay the same I'll just push down the pain, I can't retain, I can't explain Should I stay or should I go, I'm boutta break Wishing pressure was just easier to take I'm on the road, can someone hit the fucking brake Slow it down because you're giving me a heartache Should I stay or should I go, I'm boutta break Wishing pressure was just easier to take I'm on the road, can someone hit the fucking brake Slow it down because you're giving me a heartache I just wanted to know Where should I go Weight on me, a ton Turn my conflict to none Chrysanthemum, chrysanthemum Chrysanthemum, chrysanthemum Chrysanthemum