To My Loving Friends and Enemies

I think I'd rather end it all I think my mistakes will haunt me I'll tattoo all my hit list on my body Won't hesitate even if I don't make It to the sunrise of the next day My doctor said I shouldn't be Attracted to a habit of fatality A hazard from my unwilling atrophy F*ck sympathy Drag me with a wrench and a twisted smile Drown me in repairs while you knock me down Saying sorry for my energies To my loving friends and enemies I'm feeling kinda dangerous now I'll drink all my chemicals down Medicated misery Inhibit my autonomy I'm feeling kinda dangerous now I'll drink all my chemicals down Medicated misery Inhibit my autonomy The other day I realized I shouldn't be Holding on to feelings building up in me It's crazy I thought I could stop so suddenly I'd rather revenge, instantly They screaming now "let me upgrade ya" 'Til them fuckers find out they the ones in danger If you helping me, then why you seem So into my, all my luxuries Drag me with a wrench and a twisted smile Drown me in repairs while you knock me down Saying sorry for my energies To my loving friends and enemies I'm feeling kinda dangerous now I'll drink all my chemicals down Medicated misery (Ha) Never mind Your blood supposedly is thicker than the water in your veins So I, I want an IV to forget my pain Blood is running thinner in my brain It's thinner in my brain I'm feeling kinda dangerous now (I'm feeling pretty dangerous) I'll drink all my chemicals down (I'll drink 'em down baby) Medicated misery Inhibit my autonomy I'm feeling pretty dangerous now And I'll drink all my chemicals down Medicated misery To my loving friends and enemies