Laughing Thru It All

Stretched out across the bed As you wonder where it all begins You smell like you were out With your friends again, The Devil left a paw print Crumbling the wall you built Sifting through it all With the guilt you used to Hang your coat on And you left the front porch light on You let them sink your heart again You said that doesn't happen They made you build a wall and then You put yourself inside of it Up inside of it Your bedside water's still Adjacent to your pill And you left the front porch light on Your embers dying out Masquerading clouds And you're laughing through it all You let them put you on defense So a sweeter rain won't fall again You let them make their mark on your soul The couple times you thought You saw the gold But another broken heart is all you know And everyone starts moving in Buying homes and making kids And you can't help feel more and more alone You think you'll never love somebody Without a drink and talking hobbies Going home and touching bodies Morning breath and awkward coffee Your bedside water's still Adjacent to your pill And you left the front porch light on Your embers dying out Masquerading clouds And you're laughing through it all You're left so cold and shrill When they take away your will To trust somebody Let alone f*ck somebody Your embers dying out Masquerading Clouds And you're laughing through it all