Maybe I'm The Jerk

Maybe I Maybe I'm the jerk Maybe I Get what I deserve But it bothers me that you Still got hurt Remember how we'd meet late at night At Olmos Park We'd sit and watch the shadows pass slowly In the headlights of your car And sittin' there you recounted your entire Medical chart And did our fake last name Not mean a thing We settled on it right before we got Married on a grave And it may have not been lawful But we're not the kind to feel ashamed So if you wonder Why I never reached out It's because I'm much better without The pain of not knowing who your love Will be about So when they ask me Where is she now I say standing in her front yard Waiting for me to turn around But I'm not apologizing For the way you hurt me now So maybe I Maybe I'm the jerk Maybe I Get what I deserve But it bothers me that you Still got hurt