Smokescreens

Well I was caught up in the river Of living up to others bets Took an oath just down the corner To a man in a place, I hadn't met So I hope someday he helps me So the gates that I walk through Aren't four walls hearing last calls Cause I can't keep running to death Cause it's all smokescreens in the in between Wondering which way to be I can tie one on as my check falls into glass I could pass out and go to bed at ten but I'd rather go to hell with all my friends Cause if I don't I'm thinking alone again Ain't it funny how I'm still lying to myself How can I live this way Being up there makes the night so cold when I've got debts to pay Can't think about the next page When you're working for rent I don't want your picket fence I just want to feel like myself again Cause it's all smokescreens in the in between Wondering which way to be I can tie one on as my check falls into glass I could pass out and go to bed at ten but I'd rather go to hell with all my friends Cause if I don't I'm thinking alone again Cause it's all smokescreens in the in between Wondering which way to be I can tie one on as my check falls into glass