Fall Away

Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, don't let me fall away Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, God don't let me fall away Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, don't let me fall away Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, God don't let me fall away Just another day wonderin' why I'm feeling shame Wonderin' why I'm all afraid, it's these thoughts I can't explain Why I'm holding all this pain, wonderin' why I can't escape It's these thoughts that dominate while I lay in bed awake Maybe this stems from some previous drama Or all the way back to the pre-teen trauma All I know is I need to pause like a comma Get myself together before I hit rock bottom Pause and acknowledge that college is causing blockage because We all caught up in the fame, of being flawless, my name Is more important than dealing with all my problems Insane is where I'm going, I hear the voices calling like hey You know it's best to keep your friends at least an arm's length away You know they'll never understand how far that you've gone astray I'm like boy if only someone could tell me it's okay Maybe I wouldn't fall today Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, don't let me fall away Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away I know you're here to stay, God don't let me fall away My dreams, I dream schemes, and scenes that seem to stem from my trauma I hope you glean what you otta, from my extreme dramas I always sit in my losses, don't need a sip from the bottle To keep me numb at the bottom, or paralyze my all problems That don't mean I don't got 'em, that don't mean that I want 'em Analyze all the options, figure out how to drop 'em Needin' Something beyond 'em, So I'm bringing my God in Time to fix my emotions, so I am out here callin' With a rope around my throat, it's got a hold on my soul I just want it to let me go before my heart grows cold I think I might grow close, to my emotions Till I'm whole, overflow, Holy Ghost, I been asleep, comatose I couldn't speak, tongue in throat, I couldn't breathe, lunges are broke Now I'm ready to withstand all that stems from the unknown And if I'm being honest, I can't do this all alone So, I call out as I stand here on my own (Here we go) I don't wanna fall down, I don't wanna fall down Be with me now I don't wanna fall down, I don't wanna fall down Will you catch me? Catch me if I fall I don't wanna fall down, I don't wanna fall down Be with me now I don't wanna fall down, I don't wanna fall down Will you catch me? Catch me if I fall