a walk...

I went for a walk tonight to free my mind I wondered what I'd find outside I overcame a lot to leave the house What disappointments you got for me now? Sorry if I talk too loud I lost track of space and time Dropping crumbs right beside me, navigation in case I go blind They tell me I'll be fine but I've heard that before When some windows close lock yourself inside your door Everytime I try to write I can't pick up the pen Only times that I can flow like this are when my minds open I used to have no guard I used to have a heart But now I've built my fences up I didn't know it from the start that I Tend to fall in to way to deep I lose myself so drastically I tend to space out constantly It's hard Just to live through what I've seen You wouldn't process it like me You'd see it all just differently inside my Heart This river flows into a stream It jettisons off me Gashes flowing through the trees Leaves me hollowed underneath I'm stuck her gnawing at my teeth The weight could crush me underneath I don't know what I don't know I can show you what you work for You on all fours on the top floor She a top whore, And she like it when I call her that Left my number know she gon' call me back Looking for a savior from this life that she living, I'm just making beats sous chef know I been cooking Having all these breakthroughs know I been tripping Your boy look scraped up, he been tripping? Type of team I'm on they would catch me slipping, Dressed in saint Laurent know we be dripping Got a new mood for every fit I wear Your girl be in the mood whispers in my ear like I Tend to fall in to way to deep I lose myself so drastically I tend to space out constantly It's hard Just to live through what I've seen You wouldn't process it like me You'd see it all just differently inside my Heart This river flows into a stream It jettisons off me Gashes flowing through the trees Leaves me hollowed underneath im stuck her gnawing at my teeth The weight could crush me underneath