Blind Confidence

I've been feeling like I don't know myself Tryna find ways I can love myself Every time I try to think about what I felt I dissociate falling through the world I melt Jewelry on fleek in all black like stealth No money on me I speak broke you can tell I don't give a f*ck if you going to hell I got big plans for me Hope I'll be living well Cuz life's everything nothing is everything else I cannot fail No taking L's I'm so pale When I look in the mirror I make myself scared It's not fair Nothings fair We still try to compare Smoke in the air Sit in my chair Don't you doubt me, no Don't you dare It's okay Follow rules I said there's no way I can't say What'll happen to you or to me Tomorrow's another day Every day Feels like its bothering Life is smothering I can't get it right I don't know what I should decide Then again I'm just another human with another life Stop arguing I know it's not worth the time I see through it I try to ignore all the lies Every night In my eyes See my eyes It's alright Everybody's gonna die Everybody's gonna try Why Am I high I just wanna fly I just wanna fly