NIHILISM

(Klonopin's my fucking wishlist) Guess I did a lot of drugs (Yeah) I hit up a lot of plugs I was never big trapping I just really been using Mental health been happening Are you far away (you gone hopped in the car) Have you been okay (I feel so lost) Haven't seen your face (no, not at all) I was high all day (I guess it's tough luck) I don't wanna talk about you I can see like right through Got the pills on me like about two Yeah yeah I need a light too Yeah I'm tryna smoke this fucking green Yeah I'm tryna smoke this fucking herb Wish I gave a f*ck about Earth yeah the Nihilism that's my curse I'm cursed Yeah I don't even know what it's worth (What it's worth) I might go and pop me a perc (Wait) Yeah taking drugs baby I've been absurd I've been on my nerves I've been ah, yeah, counting money like a nerd I don't give a f*ck it's the shit I don't deserve We done pulled in, so what's the word? When we meeting up for the drugs at the curb? (Yeah) I just dropped my last album "Birds" (Uh) I think my demons gon' disperse (Yeah, uh) I'ma come in first If I die let's hope I don't fail first I'm so addicted I can't be sober cuz' I cannot quit it It's cliche I'm with it I know I'm a I know I'm a-ddicted I know I'm a junkie (Yeah) I don't give a f*ck about ya' I just really want the money (Money) Yeah I know I'm a junkie Yeah I know I'm addicted I've been over prescripted (Prescribed) The doctors… The doctor real vicious (Ay, yeah) Psychiatrists listen (Oh) Got way too many prescriptions (Yeah) I could sell them I could take them (Yeah) Yeah what the f*ck? It doesn't even make sense