BAD HABIT

Out of breath, no sweat I'm in good shape Dark under the eyes in a bad way All alone Can't get no bars on my phone I got bars in my nose And you put 'em there Fell asleep on the couch Just to see you standing there Empty arms in your hands And I know what you say I've never felt love Something in what you give me Tells me I'm dumb enough Or that I'm numb enough I'm running out, running out Running out your house I'm running out, running out Of places to run no doubt I'm running through phases Running through my mind But I don't run for fun, no You know I never had the time But I'll hang around cause you're my Bad habit baby I need to drop you soon And I'm still dumb enough To let you linger like you used to And I'm still numb enough I'll let you do whatever you're gonna do to me But it's not about me I'm driving out, driving out I'm taking up three lanes I'm driving out, driving out Because I can't see the road lights blinding my brain You said I shouldn't be doing this but You shouldn't be right there Sometimes I'm in your head Got too much time or too much space to kill But I'll hang around cause you're my Bad habit baby I need to drop you soon And I'm still dumb enough To let you linger like you used to And I'm still numb enough I'll let you do whatever you're gonna do to me But nothing's ever free And don't I know it I can hardly breathe and I can't see a goddamn thing It's pointless now to wait I gave up my mistakes And I won't sit back and let you hand me all your blame So forgive me, cause I don't wanna see That nothing's ever gonna kill me I'm numb enough now I can't feel a fucking thing It don't matter anyway Cause it ain't about me