Dreadful

I'm feeling like Nelly and Tim McGraw Whenever she letting me in her jaw It's over and over Ice in my heart getting colder and colder Pain in my back and blade on my shoulder My daughters get older and I get depressed I wanna protect em, I beat on my chest I just get angry, can't handle the stress Why is our government such a mess? Imma be running it next Upper class, caught you standing on necks Lower class, barley handling checks Why am I preaching tho? I don't know nothing I ruined my brain with the shit that I'm puffin I'm good with my hands, turning something to nothing I hate when I visit the place I grew up in That's where my innocence died That's where my history lies That ain't no mystery right? Back when my teachers knew I was a menace Handled my business I finish with clarity My brothers are there to take care of me My daughters will never be scared of me This man in the mirror is mocking me This man in the mirror ain't stopping me I'll let you know when I've had enough I'll let you know when it's adding it up The people I love always had it rough And I'm mad enough as it is I was bad enough as a kid I was a heathen without a good reason The shit that they preaching, I didn't believe in To think that I thought that I mattered Ain't no reflection in something that's shattered I get so outta my head Everything I ever I said I just keep running keep running from dread I just keep running keep running from dread I got my brothers, they helping me out I just be rapping, I don't wanna shout Always been dreaming I'm making it out I'll make a route and start hiring runners I wanna be so rich I'm hiring gunners Got green in my veins, Know I'm higher than others I'm fighting my brothers, no Raditz I've watched so many turn into an addict Why would you brag about buying a Patek? Reach for your weapon, how fast can you grab it?