Ho, Ho, Ho

I was sleeping then My dreams ran away And I have not seen them Since I was four Now I'm scared Does this mean I have to Be prepared When I don't know the way myself I used to feel Now I fight for what's real Let me go and grab My gurney It's my bed these days When I try to dream And it turns to ash I still need to sleep But I can't Cause I don't know Who I am yet Ho, ho, ho Is that really you in the snow Walking towards me with a Lantern full of peace I believe it is All my life searching, but You're in disguise Waiting for me to Open my sore eyes And believe in you To believe in me So that I can dream So what are we waiting for Let's dream I've been getting coal For the last many years Only to realize It was for my fears I had so much Your presents should've been enough But I got tired of the norm And needed air From somewhere new And I'm hard on truth Truth be told I don't know me But you gave me you And you set me free Because you know me Better than I know me Ho, ho, ho Is that really you in the snow Walking towards me with a Lantern full of peace I believe it is All my life searching, but You're in disguise Waiting for me to Open my sore eyes And believe in you To believe in me So that I can dream So what are we waiting for Let's dream Thank you Santa Claus For these gifts I believe in you Jolly Holy Saint Nick You remind me of Someone I know who lives Up above Merry Christmas, baby Lord