APRIL 27TH

Two weeks ago you planned to meet face to face with him You couldn't wait that long But today's the day, you asked if I could mind my own business And just wait there like a dog He showed up late to the place You told him "it's okay, as long as you stay here" He held your hand while he was petting your hair Playing with your hair, you were so happy without me You gave him the gift you bought for him a long time ago, Ohh He was so thankful he wanted to thank you in another way He stood up and said "Close your eyes just do it for me" Once you did it he started getting closer And it happened right there, right there Their lips, got together... She called me around eight She told me everything I feel devastated... I don't get it though, I wanted you to be happy But now it damn hurts, can't understand myself I just got what I wanted but my heart ain't filled It's so hard to deal With all this emotion in motion And thoughts that are not real But I cannot knock them out here I've been trapped inside my own mind For a long time by now I cannot get out But let me bare it all I wanna take it off I wanna get it out Stop feeling numb Tired of feeling non' Prescriptions ain't enough You never gave a f*ck I don't know if I can hold it anymore Maybe this will my last breath and I'm gone You got what you wanted, I hope you happy now Maybe this will be the first time I make you smile Oh Maybe this will be the first time I make you smile Too many bad trips, Too many bad things, Too many bad years I've done lost everything I even lost my friends I even lost myself Now tell me what it's next What if it's the end? Let me kill all my problems, let's strap it in my neck Just like a dog, belt strapped cutting my air I can feel my soul fading away Just smile 'cuz you'll never see me again La-La-La-La La-La-La La-La-La-La I'm sorry mother, I'm sorry father I cannot take it out, I wanna get it out I cannot take this off, I cannot take this off I deserve it though, I'm not enough I'm not strong enough, You were my heroes though But you couldn't save me from this one I don't know it man I don't know it man I don't know it man Jesus make it right Jesus make it right God save my life God save my life Please save my life I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die Jackson: Goddamn it, fucking rain... James: Hey dude! do you wanna share this umbrella? Jackson: Yeah, sure... James: Hey... whats wrong? Jackson: Nothing, my cousin left, my mom isn't coming, this whole day has been boring as f*ck, this shit suck James: Ah come on dude... let me tell you something..., There's nothing confirmed in life but death, the thing is that we have to enjoy everything as much as we can, until the end