Memories of a Sadboi

Why you always acting like I'm just your back up plan, baby? You and I got sparks flying, standing in between You're afraid of falling for me, cause you know I'm everything That you wanted in a man, but we're our own worst enemies Girl I been thinking bout you since back when we were thirteen You know how to make me hungry, babe I'm thinkin' yes please I know that you want me baby, blood is rushing to your cheeks Cat playing with a mouse, why you such a dick tease? I don't give a f*ck, 'bout nothing, lemme tell you sum' You won't catch me at the club, but I'm always off the bud Used to do a lotta drugs you know I never got a dub Smoking shatter like it doesn't matter, off a fat chunk High as f*ck on psilocybin, vibin' while I'm fuckin' drivin' Think I'm in a spaceship, cause I feel like I'm fuckin' flying Going through a wormhole, they just Christmas lights in darkness shining F*ck my girl, our souls collided, swear to god, man, I'm not lying Lately life is fuckin' rough it feels like I can't see the sun Too depressed to change my clothes I'm feeling like a fuckin' bum I can't even fall asleep, I've got no energy to run I get hurt on purpose just cause I don't like to fuckin' cut Oh, I don't know, where the f*ck I wanna go. Oh, I don't know, what the f*ck I got to show. And Oh, I don't know, who the f*ck I gotta know to blow up, Oh, I don't know, I feel anxious feel like imma throw up