Blessings

Remember all those days, I can't lose again Momma coming home from work, tired making food again Pops just been fired, I'd be lyin' if I ain't used to this Always spoke my mind through them times trying to prove some shit Used to pray to God, why I think that I'm the crucifix Like I'm the chosen one that sacrifice for all the truth in this I guess I got a gift that God gave I'm puttin' use it Dealing with the pressure hit the blunt or hit the booth with this Bible on my side with a blunt and still my mind, Spinnin' round and I don't even know the answer I might go berserk They say my limit is the sky, all the time been up and down, like where I'm bound You'd question if you really even know your worth They try to Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Sometimes I resonate with pictures of these soldiers fallen Like you give it all you got but then them angels calling Sometime your dreams coming true and it's forever ballin' Then your homies start to leave like it's fucking autumn I just question my incentives, but I'm never stopping Used to get so high disguising feelin' at bottom Now he making song they so timeless they could only watch him They can't even hear the tears that's been flowing constant Been up and down way too much I learn trust the problems Cause it turned me to a monster that ain't have a option Started with no bread, but they gon' still have to toast regardless When the rose feel the thorns it's supposed to blossom Bible on my side with a blunt and still my mind, Spinnin' round and I don't even know the answer I might go berserk They say my limit is the sky, all the time been up and down, like where I'm bound You'd question if you really even know your worth They try to, Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Count me out but I'm counting my blessings Young boss and I ain't even touch a million yet I'm my only opponent lately I don't even feel a threat Check in at the dealership They cant buy my drive They wonder how he turned the tides From the come up on his rise Now he spliffin' at the sky, and everybody act surprised I guess you get it what you ask it for, I'm never off the grind Cause I kicked it and I flipped it when I was bored Wasting time, off the rails Now I use the dark to help construct the shine Rose from hell Cause we get it from the mud and never asked for help Always showing love, even when they never had to felt Anything they reach, when the time came to seek Glad I always had a dream Put the doubters to they sleep And I swear this year I learned that the blind lead the sheep When you start doing good, I learned they come out of the crease Always talking like they preach, but ain't never sold a seat The only thing I ain't learn, how the f*ck I'm a cease Cease to get money bitch Cease to get the hundreds bitch Cease to beats the beats until the billions in abundance bitch Cease to go for keeps to keep the keys up in the come up bitch Please you best believe we achieve and we gon' run it bitch