Jonathan

You took your life and fucked up mine and I just gotta say yo I took a lot from you We different in a lot of ways tho I wasn't stressing Even you and mom not in the same home You had to move because of warrants Why we hate the popo Well there's a lot of reasons F*ck em they can get a .44 And I ain't talking bout from Wendy's What we pay the hoes for So they can terrorize our cities And harass the poor folk I said it before I'll say it again F*ck the pigs Take that shit to the end I don't know where to begin Where'd it all start I know it's more complicated Than some reasons a part Of me is always stuck thinking It's a prank but real dark Anything aside from real It really tore me apart Cause I remember on a Sunday Maybe not but one day he told me That was the way of the coward So what I'm gone say When that's the path you choose to take after And I'm a lonely lil bastard If I could give you my last words This what I'm gonna say First of all I love you and I'm sorry that you dealing what you dealing with You don't need to hide it though I think that you're the realest Ain't nothing gonna change that DOG I never cared about the money All the bank withdrawals To get us shit for visits Double Christmas had me thanking God Now I realize it's your energy the whole time Dialing up your number just to hang it Like a clothesline Sad shit Now I gotta get into the mad shit Bum ass nigga Gotta speak of you in past tense Gone for what Gotta nigga screaming like an adlib Never understand the way you put it in perspective Cause whichever way you looking wasn't for the whole collective I know I'm sounding selfish But I'm not cause I'm with you Most selfish person that I know But then I think that isn't true I wanna stay mad It's hard for me to play that Wanna cry into your shoulders The same ones that held me way back Writing in my notes cause I do not know where to send it This is from your lil nigga hope I see you at the finish