Normal

Am I normal or am I messed up I can't decide I'm plagued with lust I think I'm disgusting or just mentally scarred I'd feel more appalled but I'm desensitised I'm so confused I'm so afraid What the hell is wrong with me I keep thinking of these messed up things And I can't tell if everyone's weird like me I keep thinking about what I've seen Then my thoughts seep into my dreams They're filled with awful things I think Things so awful I'm embarrassed to say I'm so confused I'm so afraid What the hell is wrong with me I keep thinking of these messed up things And I can't tell if everyone's weird like me I'm so confused I'm so afraid What the hell is wrong with me I keep thinking of these messed up things And I can't tell if everyone's weird like me