idea of you

I wore this cause I thought you'd like it Don't know if you were as excited Running to whatever I did I was five minutes late You messaged me you were the same I paced around the block We got to talking It's just what I wanted I looked you in the eye Then missed the bus And didn't look back When you said goodbye Somehow along the way Think that I got played Think I'm done with this game Thought I really knew But it came out of the blue Now I want the idea of you We walked and we talked and it was okay And I didn't notice you looked away I guess I might've said something strange It's like the world's a spider's web And we were butterflies again We twisted, tangled, fell to the ground We got to talking And then it collided But I didn't care I think they're watching And we are together So I don't think I'll share Somehow along the way Think that I got played Think I'm done with this game Thought I really knew But it came out of the blue Now I want the idea of you I think it's kinda chemical It's probably something natural It leaves me feeling fragile I'm treading so lightly I'll ask you politely Would you forgive me? I'm lost in the water I tried to let it go Keeping me on my toes It's not the same I know So much that I regret Didn't think I'd lose a friend I was disassociating Somehow along the way Think that I got played Think I'm done with this game Thought I almost knew you, but I didn't think this through Now all I want is the idea of I'm in love with the idea of