Note To Self

Keep waking up, Yea I thank God This Joy is amazing, I know they ain't got This I should be dead, but I think he saw something different Blessings on blessings, and I keep adding to the list I talk to God from the heart and sometimes it feel difficult Switching my church feel like different cults (Crazy) Why is division so typical I hate that I always have to watch out for the teachers They teaching be mythical Trying to stay sound this a Different World Then where we come from We used to run, fun till we fell in with sin Now we on the run from these youthful lusts Please don't sit back I can't stress enough Okay, sometimes I be slipping up I'll go reflect on the word Sometimes its just words on a page I'm stressed enough Yall just be patient I'm catching up Yall just be patient I'm catching up Father sometimes I fear That you don't want to hear Nothing that I got to say I know it sounds like I push away You never looked away, forever His I got some burdens I hate to claim I wrote 'em down got 'em out my brain, so I could live So Whats next God help me walk cause you ordered my steps Whats next I need some patience to battle my flesh And we do not wrestle with flesh and blood He shed the blood on the cross Heard You provision finesse God help me please get a hold of my mess (Yes) Cause I can't do nothing without you I can't do nothing when you're out of view I shouldn't back-peddle when I know the truth I can never take the credit when I know it's You Keep waking up, Yea I thank God This Joy is amazing, I know they ain't got This I should be dead, but I think he saw something different Blessings on blessings, and I keep adding to the list