The Fruit of Man

This is all a journey This is life Were all carrying so much Struggling with the fruit of man Perfection is what I am called to attain Rejection becomes the fake blame that I place Hopelessness is what I shove in my face Vanity is the vague name of the game Trying to smile Why can't I laugh Everyone told me that I had a choice And now my choices seem to be shouting with their own very different voice Lost the real sense of who I really am Am I a Son of God or just a man Dealing with doubt Trying to figure it out But the figures and shadows are clouding my view Thought I had made it Believed my faith held But then I had spoiled can I be made new This world is lying but YHWH is true The mountain of Zion is calling you Pack your bags get ready for the climb Don't make excuses it's not the time Are you prepared did you make room The savior our Christ he will shake you I take that back he will break you Mold you like clay and remake you Fill you with wondrous things Remove the filth ripe as a grapefruit Do ya'll ever feel like I do Like you try so hard But at the end of the day Its nothing Well we have a hope And though we may live in a broken world We worship a perfect God thank you The spirit is searching my heart and mind Filling my lungs with breaths of all kind Directing me to bear fruit of all kind But the fruit that I produce Is only clean on the outside Moldy with worms and trash on the inside Making my real life to live as a big lie How could I offer this junk it's not even worthy of you The appearance of health causing cancer to grow Everyone's clapping but this isn't a show You are called for greatness didn't you know But the fruit of man is causing you to lie low Searching for love but it's omnipresent Looking for peace but it's past redemption Trying to be good as if that's the measure Losing your way but still headed to heaven The fruit of man is making misconception Do you know these things let me list them Lust despair anxiety anger hate evil cheating cruelty not to mention indiscipline's rule Please fight the devil These are his tools Little children we need to take a stand Cling to the spirit not the fruit of man We are called to do great things in this life Live for Jesus Proclaim his name And trustingly follow in all of his ways But to be honest, it's hard sometimes We're only human And we deal with so much pain that sin causes The devil uses the fruit of man to bring us down But Jesus will always be there to lift us up Let's go