Twin Flames

You came out of the ether When I was drowning in the deep end Wrapped your wounds around my hurt And you saved me from myself Then I fell into a sea Of a long forgotten dream A memory that I once knew Of a man I thought I'd be Then I knew that it was true That I could be loved too From that point on I could never fall To the bottom because I had you But when I gave you up Did it f*ck you up Like it tore my world into pieces Now I can't get up Guess it meant to much Guess I'll just carry this heavy heart with me Twin Flames I'll never be the same Swore the earth stood still When I bent you to my will Told you she can't love me more but the kids, they need me still Your silence nearly killed me And your honesty left me reeling When I came to I thought I found a new Reason that I had to go on Hell, I made it to November That's when I broke down in a bender Passed out on a sidewalk dreaming Wishing you were here dying with me too But when I gave you up Did it f*ck you up Like it tore my world into pieces Now I can't get up Guess it meant to much Guess I'll just carry this heavy heart with me Twin Flames I'll never be the same Without you