Blushing in Gray

One, two, three, four The girl in the war with herself is a paradox I can't seem to explain She said she's cold yet she's gold and that somehow results in a bold and ominous game But when I call out her name She said I'm blushing in gray The look on her face when I asked her to stay was a glare to which nothing compares She said the time and the place of the day we first met had a darkness and I'm unaware But when I just wanted her name She said I have no one to blame The sky and the shimmering stars above Remind me of the places we could love But nobody hears her laugh, oh no 'Cause she's crying and she wants to be alone There once was a time when she played with my mind because I tried too hard to be kind I tried to call hit a wall couldn't prevent my fall to an uncanny sense of decline So when time seemed to fall behind I knew I had someone to find The sky and shimmering stars above Remind me of the places we could love But nobody hears her laugh, oh no 'Cause she's crying but she wants to be alone