Ragged

How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know They tell you to find purpose in life It's a funny one I do believe we're destined for great things But What do I know? Writing down my dreams, I've been having some trouble sleeping Eyes wide open, it's harder when I can't see it Killing myself slowly just to feel a little bit peaceful When I die, I hope that they bury me in the ocean How many times am I gonna repeat it Lying in the dark but my head never stops thinking Future and the past, why the f*ck can't I just leave it Letting all my shit go, never was something I was good at How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know Oh, Why do I care what they think? How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know How many times do I gotta say it Don't wanna lie so I stay quiet while I'm losing my head Running myself till I'm fucking ragged Stuck undercover comparing myself to those that I don't know