how to change the tide

I drove past all the warning signs You took your past and made it mine 'Cause someone that loved me wouldn't see me like this But I've learned how to change the tide But why do we keep on pushing each other away If you loved me, then maybe you'd change Why do we keep on A year of living in my head Now I'm on my knees just to break free and feel again But I'll always have me and do what is healthy for my mind 'Cause I've learned how to change the tide But why do we keep on pushing each other away If you loved me, then maybe you'd change 'Cause we can't let it end like this So why do we keep on pushing each other away Why do we keep on Pushing each other away Why do we keep on