Fighting with Myself

(Jacob David) Fighting with myself I'm fighting with myself again Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when I'm making poor decisions And pouring on something that I shouldn't even be drinking Or when I'm lying to myself about the fact that I've been sinking in it Stop wait I need to take a minute I need to find my center and the balance in it all If I stumble then I fall Got my back against the fences but my picture's on the wall Huh Nothing to brag about Couple of things in my life that I'm mad about But one of those things or more of those things it's more than a couple I'm sad about I need to redirect I need to talk about My rapid decline from feeling so fine to feeling the hit in my mental health I'm fighting with myself I'm higher than I meant to be I'm doubting all my skills Don't feel like I'm where im supposed to be I'm fighting with myself again Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when I'm making poor decisions I'm fighting with myself again I'm fighting with myself again (Kish Yabish) Back and Forth like yes of course I understand I had some habits Losing grip on reality tho it's in reach when I grab it Look a bottle take a shot matter fact I rather pass it I'll take the assist if I do so insist I would tell you just watch me or you can look at the wrist Time I put into working any sessions a shift  Idle hands are the devils playground I was told But I ain't buying everything I was sold but when alone I'm fighting with myself again  Got perceptions of evil dancing inside my head and then  Whispers in my ear oh that's Lucy on my shoulder when  Making bad decisions (uh) making bad decisions I'm fighting with myself again fighting With myself again (yeah) (Jacob David) I'm fighting with myself again (x3) I'm fighting with myself again Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when I'm making poor decisions Making poor decisions I'm fighting with myself again I'm fighting with myself again