Restless

Restless in the day and night Hopin on a way to get this off my mind Battling my feelings I 'aint feelin right Waitin for the future all my waking life I can make the ground shake when I'm at this Slow movin' but know I'm provin what Lies beyond all that wackness and that fake s**t Let me at this, sat quietly up in the back Studying upon their gimmicks illusory in their vision And ooh it's got me livid I'm findin' I'm on a mission Heavily armored unit is inbound Runnin' and gunnin' duckin' the fire that we sent down Skippin' the formality got 'em turning they back round Fully focused hearin' 'em comin you feel that beast sound Negativity never seemin' to matter stuck up in the illusion Little focus upon the masses But the fact is it's all symptomatic I'm in a restless mind, just waitin' for it back down Restless in the day and night, yeah I'm on a mission Trying to get this wreck up off my mind, battlin' my feelings Safe to say that I ain't living right, feelin' like I'm stuck here I been waiting patient all my life Hit em all off with the coffin, I been, shaken, thinkin' way too much Stuck up here so often, sinking, faking, drinkin' way too much Wakin' up regardless the hollowness follows Safe to say that I'm off in illusion, lost in a thought loop So what, am I lost or improving? But still I'm... Stuck up in a maze it 'aint amazing! Masochistic, I'm a sucker for the hazing Follow me into it get lost in the phrasing Head down forward in this path that I'm blazing Don't ever equate truth with their praising All they can see is their own their own box of beliefs when they gaze in Clingin' to falsehood in a basement, shaken Basically we follow perceptions Can you blame us how we make sense of this A narrow procession of these misdirections keep taking us Away from away the truth, our own distorted reality Clinging to what we thought it was ooh it's such a tragedy But it had to be this way, try the separate the dark from the light The day from the night see it ain't black and white So the coldness it never stays, but cycles Necessary recycling between the highs and these lows Pillars that hold up the spiral (Hold on) So everything that I hate and despise as a part of my life Is linked up into a higher dimension of things that Occur just beyond my sight? (That can't be right) Yeah I hear what they're saying, talking like... I'm a distinct individual, disconnected from deeper quanta No atoms here I'm simply made of cinnabuns and fanta Man i walk around this world waste deep up in my problems But consider just for a second these woes are destined to blossom Rolling, rolling through my landscape Confusion turns to wisdom turns to vision in the right place At the right time, turn the lights on See the shadow fall into the background It's a new day, with a new sound See the past pain sorta came back around And ooh they told me this would happen Clearly more to life now that limits are hard to fathom I been stuck inside my head for so long forgot reality I'm here to live, all these lows Watch em pass right through when you just... Open up the window let it all fall out Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down Open up your mind and see it's obvious we're not on our own Not on your own (Yea) Open up the window let it all fall out Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down Open up your mind and see it's obvious we're not on our own Not on your own (Yea) Open up the window let it all fall out Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down Opened up my heart I'm seeing clearly now I'm not my own Not my own...