A Crack, a Dissolve

This disguise just won't work no more I lost the "why"s I was hunting for It was a slow, slow, painful death I had to redirect all my energy down to heck They didn't want me in Heaven Or Purgatory It was a slow, slow, painful death I told the truth, whatever it wrecked A Crack dissolved my dirty Origin story This disguise just won't work no more I lost the "why"s I was hunting for Twas the night before Christmas and everyone died At least it felt that way on my insides I lay alone in a tobacco-stained apartment Twelve years later I'm on a different ride I've got God and Satan by my side Presents wrapped and all my Christmas cards sent This disguise just won't work no more I lost the "why"s I was hunting for At the very same time I pull my wisdom teeth Your wise, wise words finally impact me I put all my eggs in one basket They crack and dissolve in the acid rain The party line states, "stay in your lane" And you don't have to ask where my mask went This disguise just won't work no more I lost the "why"s I was hunting for