love(sick)

I'm lovesick and I'm sick of love Want some attention and to be left alone Sick of these people blowing up my phone Want someone there to hold me when the night gets cold I want somebody, but I hate everybody I know I'm needy, I'm sorry Do I want love? or am I just looking for a new hobby? You got me messed up in the good kind of way Wasn't looking for much, not just tryna get laid Indecisive at first glance, but now I'm changing my plans I usually keep my options opened but I'm narrowing down Deep breath, take a minute, let your mind rest You like the quiet solitude and singing solo not a duet But having someone there beside you To walk the beach at night with And kiss under the moon That's pretty good too I hate that I cannot choose both Relationships feel like an oath I like to drive down empty roads all by myself But I wouldn't mind company it helps I'm lovesick and I'm sick of love Want some attention and to be left alone Sick of these people blowing up my phone Want someone there to hold me when the night gets cold I want somebody, but I hate everybody I know I'm needy, I'm sorry Do I want love? or am I just looking for a new hobby? You got me putting everything on the line Feelings two sided, I'm a Libra not a Gemini You got me feeling like we could make this work Promises are exchanged, but it gets worse before it gets better And better is getting farther and farther away Retreat into the corner Darkside of my mind The place where I keep my secrets And where I spend most of my time I get jealous of couples Cause I wish I had what they had But I'd rather be alone, don't wanna get attached I hate that I cannot choose both Relationships feel like an oath I like to drive down empty roads all by myself But I wouldn't mind company it helps I'm lovesick and I'm sick of love Want some attention and to be left alone Sick of these people blowing up my phone Want someone there to hold me when the night gets cold I want somebody, but I hate everybody I know I'm needy, I'm sorry Do I want love? or am I just looking for a new hobby? I'm sick of it, I'm sick of this kinda love I'm sick of it, I'm sick of this kinda love I'm sick of it, I'm sick of this kinda love I'm sick of it, I'm sick of this kinda love