Stained Red

If I follow their advices Won't I end up in the same trench Third year in a row of saying I got this But I am not the protagonist My lips are stained red Because I can't get out of my head But the sun isn't shining For the emeralds and diamonds It shines for the boredom For the true love and torture And if I were to give in I wouldn't know my stained lips It wasn't for nothing Tell me it wasn't for nothing These memories make me feel something Nothing else does So i'll battle my mind until it rests And see if I can get past this It's not lost on me The insignificance My lips are stained red Because I can't get out of my head But the sun isn't shining For the emeralds and diamonds It shines for the boredom For the true love and torture And if I were to give in I wouldn't know my stained lips I was unkind to my best witnesses Thank you friends for your forgiveness Took a while to find the importance In seeing through my own performance My lips are stained red Because I can't get out of my head But the sun isn't shining For the emeralds and diamonds It shines for the boredom For the true love and torture And if I were to give in I wouldn't know my stained lips