At Wits' End

I just tell myself that I'm alone with you If I was alone I wouldn't think this through So please just hold me close until I know it's you And I was searching up for a while for the last clue At wits' end I'm not sure If you ever knew How do I get out of here it isn't true Had all that I wanted thought of new ways too And I wanted to be special f*ck I was a fool