Gone and Left

I've been trying to forget The feelings that I get I've lost all my control now You're wrapped right into my mind You've got me hypnotized I lay here all alone now Once was one to many times To rethink all my life I don't know what to do now I've been trying to forget The feelings that I get When you're right here next to me If I wanted to change Then I'd have gone and left anyway Why would I stick by your side When you wouldn't keep at mine I'm just trying to forget The feelings that I get When I feel all your skin now Once you made up your own mind You said it was goodbye But you keep crawling back now What if I just don't want you You play me like a fool You've shown me all there is now I'm just trying to forget The feelings that I get When I look at your face now If I wanted to change Then I'd have gone and left anyway Why would I stick by your side When you wouldn't keep at mine