One

One (Yeah, yeah) All I ever needed was one I only really need one (One, one, yeah) One (Uh) All I ever needed was one I only really need one All I really need is One chance for me to make up for mistakes I wish I could replay so wouldn't feel like I need to repay It's hard to focus on the future when you're stuck in the past I feel like a monster or an animal, imprissoned in glass I've been avoiding my friends and family So the only one who knows about my problems is me I should probably talk to someone but I don't know Sometimes I feel like I have no One (Yeah, yeah) All I ever needed was one I only really need one (One, one, yeah) One (Uh) All I ever needed was one I only really need one All I really need is What is this "one" that I need? Is "one" a chance or someone? Or is "one" the girl that used to be mine But when it comes to me she does not want? Life right now, it's been kicking my ass It's all my fault, cause I didn't confront My issues, should've said something It's too late, I guess that means nothing My minds buffering (Yeah) So I just got to take it and swallow (Huh) I have been feeling so hollow (Yeah) I'm tryna chug some bottles (Yeah) I wanna get fucked up (Why?) But right now, nothing is hitting me I get upset when I see you at lunch Then feel it walking into U.S. History Cause I think of the history of us Oh well shit, I guess that's tough Well I got a handful other problems And all the problems are fucking me up Cause I can happy but most of the time I've been sad with a frown Right now I just wanna be spared, because life has me pinned down To make things clear I'm not happy with what I see in the mirror I don't want attention but I don't think there will be much Commotion if I disappear (If I disappear) Shit nowadays doesn't even blow my mind Yet it gives me another reason to blow my mind This isn't even over a girl I've been like this for a longest time I wish I could see my grandma more but not like this I'm still thankful for everything, I don't want to sound like a bitch Maybe I just need to blow up and be famous And I don't think this will be cured if I get rich There will be hole in my soul like donut and that cannot be replaced with a drift But what if my parents saw me hung? I don't want them see that so I'd rather run But I don't wanna give false hope, or a cliffhanger So I'd rather jump off the cliff or hang They say everyone had an Angel and a devil on their shoulder Well I have two demons and they weigh me down like a boulder In my head, it's a constant debate But I can't get rid of my self hate (Yeah) One life One chance One person One song to blow up One last dance Look in the mirror I'm almost an adult now But I still don't feel like a man Sometimes I wondering if I can pull through it Other times I wanna just give up and pull it All my problems that I have can be solved They can be solved with just one bullet Hey Jacob, it's Mimi, uh, you can come over today, talk to you later, bye-bye