Relapse (feat. Kebin)

Yeah, Ay Okay Distraction's over Waking up, I groan And I roll over Thinking of you Realizing that I'm not over Got to Snap out of it My heart is sober Ever since you left I felt like Mar's Rover We still had so much to do And I really want to come over I'm stuck, and I really miss you, if we're being honest And when we had issues I was never honest Saying "I'm fine" was my worst lie (Ay, Ay) Now I've been coping with White Wine (Ay, Ay) I hope that when you listen to these lines And you understand I haven't been doing lines Look in the picture book you gave me and I start to whine Hate how emotional I've been and how much I've cried I've Gave you a locket I hope you still open And never store it away Girl please don't lock it I can't scroll up in my camera roll Cause my heart hurts again And It takes a toll My heart hurts when I see you at school I can't keep my cool That I can't be with you Especially when you looking so good If I had one last chance I would take it, I would (Yeah, ay) I'm missing you bad And I want to have you back Wake up and I want to text you But I know you don't wanna text back Looking at my mistakes I feel like the circus I really miss us You want a friendship but I still ship us Relapse I'm getting relapse I start to recap Your love, I need that Relapse I'm getting relapse I start to recap Your love, I need that I miss the days that we argued Cause I knew you loved me more than anything And I'm sorry for the way I would handle those days I should've let go of my self hate Cause I made you feel like shit and I didn't even know it If I had one more chance I wouldn't blow it I've learned to control it You helped me a lot and you don't even know it I'm-I'm, I'm sorry that I made you think you made me feel worse I should've manned up but now our love's in a hearse Running through my mind all day and I can't get you out Daydreaming about dates when I would take you out This distraction is only a fraction of affection we had in the past I wanna make confessions and get your attention I wish that time didn't fly so fast, yeah Don't you realize What's we both had I really missed that My mind likes to throwback You took my love and you threw that I've been feeling empty that I can't text you goodnight Life has been way more dimmer since you haven't been my light Relapse I'm getting relapse I start to recap Your love, I need that Relapse I'm getting relapse I start to recap Your love, I need that This next song, I wrote it for you when us two were still together So I hope you play it on a bad day and make you feel better You really helped me out when I had some bad issues But if this is the end, let me just tell you real quick "thank you"