Deep Thoughts

You see all these pages They're all stained with blood I came up from the mud Had a good childhood But that don't mean any and everything was good Don't get it misunderstood or twisted I don't let my past stop me from the life I'm living And the blessings that I'm getting And the forgiveness that's driven The power to change I've learned I'm not defined by my Childish ways Or the devilish days I'd get women to lay with me I am truly thankful for the people that would pray for me Yeah your grace with me I don't have to take these secrets to the grave with me Uma Thurman in Kill Bill I'm breaking out these chains And I came up out the grave I'm facing my demons All with the power of the God I believe in We never retreating We advancing forward in the spiritual warfare Didn't want to go there But I had to and I'm glad to Let you know that you have the same access To the power that I had too Ever since that I was 5'2" At the age of 11 I found hip-hop music had its effects and I also learned important truths From a man I wouldn't call a Reverend But a pastor who taught me more About the love and Grace of my master No more banter, He really is the answer I hope you understand why I let Jesus be my chief and commander Deep thoughts, caught up in these deep thoughts I just gotta take a walk, quick one around the block I don't care if it's a dark, I just gotta rest my heart Restart, yeah these rhymes on point like a dart (Like a dart) Deep thoughts, caught up in these deep thoughts I just gotta take a walk, quick one around the block I don't care if it's a dark, I just gotta rest my heart Restart, yeah these rhymes on point like a dart Never ending gratitude Better watch your attitude Study beatitudes Knowing yourself is more than Loading your long or latitude Respect yourself You're not your wealth, your cars, your clothes You're more than what you buy from shelves and Comparing yourself with equal people will never help What you feed your brain will effect your mental health Your Instagram feed, don't feed you They was never your friend if they delete you Maybe they was, never gonna have overflowing cup Only God can you fill up Wrestle with these thoughts I mention Talk to God and let me know if you learned a lesson Tell me whether or not God had intervention I'm just venting I'm just venting, yeah This written was created with precision Just a little indecision, cuz when I started I was doubted not about it, but now I'm grounded Self assurance I have found it And I'm older and stronger Been through the ringer just a little longer Head is up walking fast like a New Yorker I have bursted past the borders of this page I had to disengage from the rage I was letting it stay I had rewrote this ten times So that's how you know it's a fine design Unfiltered, I'm just sharing what's on my mind Deep thoughts as I rhyme You matter, you're not just matter Have the faith to know God made you It's major, don't let Yeshua be a stranger Deep thoughts, caught up in these deep thoughts I just gotta take a walk, quick one around the block I don't care if it's a dark, I just gotta rest my heart Restart, yeah these rhymes on point like a dart (Like a dart) Deep thoughts, caught up in these deep thoughts I just gotta take a walk, quick one around the block I don't care if it's a dark, I just gotta rest my heart Restart, yeah these rhymes on point like a dart What is truth? Can you answer that? Deep thoughts, caught up in these deep thoughts I just gotta take a walk, quick one around the block I don't care if it's a dark, I just gotta rest my heart Restart, yeah these rhymes on point like a dart