Only Gonna Hurt You

Remember laying in the closet On the phone talking quiet 3 in the morning on a school night That's how we used to roll every night Isn't it crazy how things change Goes by so fast where are all the days Some are so clear but others are a haze The older I get the more details fade Like that one time We were at that party Remember? We were in the bathroom together I think you wanted me to kiss you But I didn't I was so nervous I was so young I really liked you I was just dumb I didn't know anything not a clue But I learned the hard way that afternoon Then something happened in the driveway What the f*ck happened in that driveway? I just remember standing face to face Staring at you while my heart raced Hey bee I'd never wanna hurt you darling I only wanna lift you up see I'm always gonna love you maybe I'm always gonna want you to hold me How can I stop I don't know how to Powerful whatever you do Magic fuckin spell or voodoo Genie, make my one wish come true Now I know it's all in my head I make something real from pretend Blending what I know with fiction Killing myself living in this I'd never wanna hurt you I'm always gonna love you I never wanna love you I'm only gonna hurt you