Black and Blue

I fall into the pit Of emptiness and darkness And I let you go Because of me you ran away Emotional dissociation Where I have fallen down to Silent bruises You give me No excuses This is all my fault I never should've told you to leave Because loving you Had made me black and blue I chose to let myself Fall away from you Because loving you Had made me black and blue I chose to let myself Fall away from you As I stand here right now I whispered your name And you looked at me Deep brown eyes glow You healed me Just for me to F*ck it all up again Falling to the ground we turn to ash Broken hearted we turn to nothing Burning lies a burning heart for you You turned away left on the ground to fucking die No showed no emotion Have I rubbed off on you Because loving you Had made me black and blue I chose to let myself Fall away from you Because loving you Had made me black and blue I chose to let myself Fall away from you You never said you wouldn't love me But it's just a lost cause I will never be good enough for you Please just give me a chance Loving you Had made me black and blue I chose to let myself Fall away from you Self sabotage I burned myself Into death Death of what's left of me