I hate you

In the depths of my soul, a fire burns so deep A love twisted into hatred, a secret I keep You were once my everything, my guiding light But now you're the thorn that pierces through the night It's a twisted contradiction, this love I despise Every word you speak, just another disguise I wrestle with my emotions, torn apart at the seams Can't escape the torment, drowning in my dreams Hate the one I used to love Torn between these feelings, what am I supposed to do This love turned to anger, a bitter taste in my soul I'm drowning in resentment, my heart's black hole Every smile, every touch, it's a haunting reminder Of the love we shared, now gone, now a liar You betrayed my trust, shattered my belief The venom in your words, causing endless grief I'm suffocating in this toxic embrace Caught in a web of love and hate, losing my grace Every fiber of my being wants to set you free But the chains of love keep binding me to you Hate the one I used to love, yeah Torn between these feelings, what am I supposed to do This love turned to anger, a bitter taste in my soul I'm drowning in resentment, my heart's black hole You were my everything, but now you're my enemy I'll scream these words, unleash the fury inside of me Hate the one I used to love, the pain cuts through Torn between these feelings, what am I supposed to do This love turned to anger, a bitter taste in my soul I'm drowning in resentment, my heart's black hole In this battle of love and hate, I'm torn apart But deep down, I know it's time to mend this broken heart I'll let go of the anger, find forgiveness For the one I used to love, now lost, but once was mine