Apocalypse

I live everyday as though it's the apocalypse All my life's led to nothing, and I can't seem to fix All the little things i'll never get to feel again I live every day as though it's the apocalypse And all my childhood dreams were left too long to sit And i'll die working a dead end job, in the twenty five days of lethal heat the UN predicts I live everyday as though it's the apocalypse And all my time has led me here, and here is where I sit Because the only thing that I still feel is the dread i'm holding in my heart I live everyday as though it's the apocalypse I have no hope for the future everyone tells me exists And if i should die before I wake Tell me please I had it wrong from the start As I lay down in bed A ceremony to break the hurt So you'll call off your tears And watch me cry instead And you can scream my name Or whisper soft instead And you can cry on my couch And I can kiss your head (I live every day as though it's the apocalypse There's no time to shout, there's no time to shout I live every day as though it's the apocalypse All our time's run out, all our time's run out) If i bleed out Onto the very ground that I sit Will you hold me Until the building crumbles to this Will you sing me The songs that held me up for a while If i tell you The secrets that i've held in my heart Will you listen And tell me that you knew from the start Will you hold me Cause today is the apocalypse (I don't want to die today, but i don't want to be alive today) I live every day as though it's the apocalypse Because my life is in shambles, or at least it feels like it is And somedays, and sometimes, it's just so hard to tell I live every day as though its the apocalypse Because when the ground falls beneath me i'll still be able to say I tried my hardest to stay right where i was And when I fail at least we're close to the end