Devoid of Joy / Interlude

And i'm not doing well I think i'm going insane I've been losing it slowly I'm stuck inside this house And you keep sending me pictures of our embrace Oh lord We are not the same We are not the same We are not the same We are not the same When everything around me turns to gray, turns to gray And everyone around me starts the same old whispers I take a deep breath and i go back inside my head I think of you even if i don't want me to