I've Forgotten the Color of Your Eyes (feat. Kleo Ives)

When the smell of lovers grows like wild wood The way it seems to me is changed again When the one you love leaves like you knew they would The winter comes and autumn's gone again Where were you, my friend? Cause winter's come again And I've lost my will to live like I lose my head Where were you, my friend? And i lashed out at you because i was afraid of what i might do if you left me alone But the only thing i got back is a series of conversations that i'm left to atone for The funny thing is that i didn't miss having you around to talk to because i was never the one doing the talking And now and then maybe we'll spend a day together, but it will always hurt Because i can't seem to forgive you or myself If you could see the person i thought i was Would you have stayed? Endured the pain you told me i may have caused, could you have looked the other way?