Hypocrite

Two-faced, two lives, too far gone Too many mistakes, to fix this mess called me I don't know if I'm gonna make it through I don't know if I can pretend anymore I'm not okay I'm not just fine I've had a bad day and I don't know why I lose my breath I lose my mind Every time I think about my old self And sometimes I wonder if I left that guy behind Is he really dead or is he still inside This hypocrite I promise, last time, then I'm done I got this, don't need You, I think I can do it on my own It happened again, Lord, and I don't know why Why can't I fight this Lord, are You even on my side? I'm not okay I'm not just fine I've had a bad day and I don't know why I lose my breath I lose my mind Every time I think about my old self And sometimes I wonder if I left that guy behind Is he really dead or is he still inside This hypocrite Oh, inside this hypocrite I'm tired of fighting this alone I guess it's time to really give it up to You Lord I'm sorry again That You weren't on the throne of my life I really tried to push You to the side I'm sorry Lord I'll stand right here, as You fight for me I'll be quiet as You say It's all okay You'll be just fine It's been a bad day, I know exactly why You lost my breath You lost my mind Every time you think about your old self It's really time for you to leave that guy behind I don't see a hypocrite I just see My child