Seasons

And they change like the seasons I don’t know the reason Why you switch up on me like it was fucking treason Why my heart gotta stay so goddamn freezin Prolly like the teacher said I’mma fuckin heathin I’m in cage and I’m batting demons I’m might rage and tear your ass to pieces But I’ll stay the same and imma keep pleasing Prolly cause I’m blessed and I ain’t been sneezing Never have idols cause they always leaving And Im applying pressure like an artesian Every beat I get I up on I been eating I’m just tryna make y’all listen when I am speaking Cause I’m my heart I know I’m the greatest y’all ever heard but my mind tell myself that I’m just a nerd Writing poetry to you but never spoke in word Say you ain’t a sheep but movin with the herd Need a real job this shit won’t ever work Need to get your money right and go to church Need to get your credit fixed and don’t go Beserk Need to get up off my dick before I’m shooting like it’s dirk You really need to get practical this life shit ain’t magical when yo bills is actual your thoughts become so radical Life is not so casual that’s why most wanna blow national Time is passable why I’m always looking at it tactical Woke up and felt so empty inside Prolly nothing left in me to thrive My kidneys have died been drinking so much they put a keggy inside And I’m ready to ride I feel like I’m never go die And they change like the seasons I don’t know the reason Why you switch up on me like it was fucking treason Why my heart gotta stay so goddamn freezin Prolly like the teacher said I’mma fuckin heathin I watched my dad go from the greatest fuckin man To a mother fucker that I can’t even stand Drugs will wear you out fast like a rotor on the fan Leave you washed up like starfish laying in the sand I just blew a couple grand having a smoke and a drink up on command life change in and out like the members in a band Life’s a betting game but some got a shitty hand It’s really a war and you lose a few battles You can win every battle but still be in shackles Its why i go with the flow like I’m ridin with paddles But then again ain’t we all just moving like cattle Like seasons seasons why you always change Every fuckin birthday wishin that you came Waiting on a phone call that never ever rang then I get older I’m doing the same thing Seasons seasons never know the reason Give a f*ck about the treason Bitch I’m goin Liam Neison Instead of a daughter I’m searching for my meaning Tryna get a dolla I’m really fucking scheming