Fear of Affection

I met a girl best in the world But I can't help but love her This simple crush scares me What if something happens like last time Feeling dumb in her presence Yet I'm happy and nauseous I sit around in my room Can't help but think of us in bloom And I feel like I'm going under Every time I look right at her I feel like I'm Flying around in an infinite void Till I come around to Beautiful light that leads me to you Should I give in to the urge Or should I sit back and brace for the worst Replace my tears with the heat Once I'm there I begin to blush And I feel like I'm going under Every time I think about her I want to be the one for you