Over Complicated (feat. Parker Xxix & Juliette Ferraro)

Most of my life I've over complicated I think too far, I think that that's my problem The fear of failure can be so overwhelming Most of my life, most of my life Complicated, sorry I've been complicated My childhood I blame it I never waited after '98 Staring out that windowsill False hopes like she'll come back still She probably will she probably will Some dreams just never came real What I'm supposed to do? Hope in something different Now my hopes in you Times change, will my fears change to? Wide awake cause my mind don't snooze I know I give you pressure, I'm trying to ease off of that You gotta understand, growing up, I always had to ask Never had answers, my father kept me in the black Never dealt facts, always held back, where the truth at? No one knows, my mind would roam Painting pictures of this life I want Yeah, these times are tough open your heart and sometimes it's crushed, but you I trust Together we can prove this love Most of my life I've over complicated I think too far, I think that that's my problem The fear of failure can be so overwhelming Most of my life, most of my life If I'm not ten steps ahead I'm feeling so far behind Each decision is weighed Want the most out of life Conversations with God Over thinking each word I'm repeating myself Hoping that I've been heard Most of my life I've over complicated I think too far, I think that that's my problem The fear of failure can be so overwhelming Most of my life, most of my life I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die There's a war and that war's waging in my mind I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die There's a war and that war's waging in my mind (Most of my life) I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die (Times change, will my fears change too) There's a war and that war's waging in my mind (Most of my life) I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die (These times are tough) There's a war and that war's waging in my mind (Most of my life) (But you I trust together we can prove this love)