Proof of The Promise

Wide awake in the middle of June My head spinning, start sweating In my bed in my room With thoughts swirling 'Cause I'm just trying to see what is true See what is true, see what is true Matter of fact, got a lot on my plate But these things don't help They just add weight And it's a lot given my current state My current state My healing comes in stages I've tried to gauge it But that makes me anxious I'm holding on to the progress As proof of the promise You made long ago You never said it'd be easy You said you'd be with me So I'm not alone I'm getting sick of these meaningless thoughts I can't focus when I'm blind like I'm in the bird box and These moments help me breathe (See what is true) They're all reminding me (See what is true) These feelings won't last for long I'm beat up but not broken 'Cause my faith is strong These moments help me breathe (See what is true) They're all reminding me (See what is true) I'm holding on to the progress As proof of the promise You made long ago You never said it'd be easy You said you'd be with me So I'm not alone I'm holding on to the progress As proof of the promise You made long ago You never said it'd be easy You said you'd be with me So I'm not alone