Nowhere Left To Run

I can't get up, just want to sleep All that unhealthy crap I eat can't fill the hole you left in me Since you've been gone, I'm less of me There's a pit in my stomach since all the butterflies are dead Can barely handle daily tasks, I need to fight the heaviness I'm never standing still, keep my cup and my days filled But in the late night, when I run out of things to keep me numb Close the curtains, feel the silence, I've got nowhere left to run I've been drinking on my own, going through pictures on my phone It just made me feel more alone, like garbage washed up on the coast This shit just doesn't seem to end, try to get by as best I can But why should I make any plans when life will f*ck them up again? I'm never standing still, keep my cup and my days filled But in the late night, when I run out of things to keep me numb Close the curtains, feel the silence, I've got nowhere left to run Nowhere left to run, nowhere left to run And then it hits me out of nowhere I feel empty when you're not here I know we can't be what we once were But it is fucking killing me that it is over