Dissociative Daydream

I'll drink four cups of coffee And I'll pick at my skin So don't bother asking About the state that I'm in I'm so much happier Than I've ever been I guess now the challenge is Keeping myself convinced Because it slowly eats away At me My body's here But not my head I'll drift away In silence Silence Constant conversation Like a permanent disguise For who you really are When the context is set aside Try to pick your poison And make sure to Choose a side You'll earn your place among them As you're Tethered to their lies Because it slowly eats away At me My body's here But not my head I'll drift away In silence It slowly eats away At me My body's here But not my head I'll drift away In silence I'll drift away In silence