Decisions

Figure it out That's what they told me when I had no other plans Turn it around My life is circling how can I begin to stand Stick to routine Don't let your head run to unnecessary dreams Follow the steps That have been set there for you it's your destiny And all I want is something To make me feel unique It really feels like nothing Could change this reality And I try But I can't Figure it out Why do I Have to have My whole life decided right now Off on my own With the expectation that I know to do what's right How to survive I barely know what I want to eat tonight What is this mess That I have gotten myself into this time I try my best But I wasn't ready to decide And all I want is something To make me feel unique Maybe there's just nothing That could change this reality And I try But I can't Figure it out Why do I Have to have My whole life decided right now