Break Myself Down

Called my fam and they begged me to stay (Told 'em) Don't know how much more I can take (And I got) Only one thing keeping me awake (I know) I'll be famous I'll make it one day Got this music shit And it's holding me down (gotta write a new song) And I drive real fast 'cause it calms me down (my mind's feeling wrong) Let me take a hit Get my mind goin' fast (break myself down) Wanna break myself down (And I'm stuck on this round) Got this music shit And it's holding me down (gotta write a new song) And I drive real fast 'cause it calms me down (my mind's feeling wrong) Let me take a hit Get my mind goin' fast (break myself down) Wanna break myself down (And I'm stuck on this round) Do you think it ends well? (Do you think it ends well?) Do you think I make it out? (Make it out) Writing songs in my bedroom (Songs in my bedroom) Maybe I'll scream and shout I just can't take it (I just can't take it) Does it even make sense? (Does it even make sense?) Does my family get it? (Does my family get it?) I'm close to breakin' (I'm close to breakin') Got this music shit And it's holding me down (gotta write a new song) And I drive real fast 'cause it calms me down (my mind's feeling wrong) Let me take a hit Get my mind goin' fast (break myself down) Wanna break myself down (And I'm stuck on this round) I'm stressing Forgetting It fills me With anxiety And now I'm not sleeping I feel my heart racing No one ever told me We'd have to stop dreaming Gotta write a hit Or my dreams are goin' down And my family said Get the résumé's out We ain't makin' it It's time to move out We been fakin' it We been chasin' the clout Got this music shit And it's holding me down (gotta write a new song) And I drive real fast 'cause it calms me down (my mind's feeling wrong) Let me take a hit Get my mind goin' fast (break myself down) Wanna break myself down (And I'm stuck on this round) Got this music shit And it's holding me down (gotta write a new song) And I drive real fast 'cause it calms me down (my mind's feeling wrong) Let me take a hit Get my mind goin' fast (break myself down) Wanna break myself down (And I'm stuck on this round) Friends say I'm acting strangely Lately Been feelin' kind of hazy Maybe Been acting li'l lazy Hear me Guess I'm a little lonely Friends say I'm acting strangely Lately Been feelin' kind of hazy Maybe Been acting li'l lazy Hear me Guess I'm a little lonely