Orange

This pillow I'm holding your head Under baby Is much better than the constant Drowns of crazy And I know that I'm stupid just know I Once cared Maybe one day I'll grow up to be half Of a man And I'm damned if I do and I'm Damned if I don't Because if I say I miss you I know that You won't But I miss you in the mornings when I See the sun Something in the orange tells me we're Not done To you I'm just a man to me you're all I Am Where the hell am I supposed to go I poisoned myself again Something in orange tells me you're Never coming home Your auburn red hair that can light up A room Ain't as good as the sunset I'm glad That we're through And all of these demons I fight every Night Maybe one day I'll realize that I wasn't Right Oh no To you I'm just a man to me you're all I Am Where the hell am I supposed to go I poisoned myself again Something in the orange tells me You're never coming home I wanted more More from you I wanted more More from you More more from you